Sometimes i wonder whether i understand myself. What do i want?

Heard a story today about an autistic friend who is the same age of mine. He had his future well-planned. Work and study for a PHD so that he can get the job he want.

What do i want?

What do i really want?

[I am still sick of work.]

CRIES

I have to go for work tmr.

Either i stay on till end of july. OR. i would quit and move on by next week.

Lousy, bad service

This weekend wasnt a good weekend at all.

That freaking job agent from Recruit Express i had is over demanding and pressing. He did not give any chance for me to speak for myself even though he kept repeating that "I tried to think in your stand".

He don't understand English though he sounded like Singaporean. When i told him the reason why i didnt want to go, he used another reason to cover up the reason i had.

I know it is wrong for me to back out at the last minute even feeling guilty when i informed him, but didnt he understand that his tone to convince people is terrible that i dont feel guilty anymore AFTER HE CALLED ME?! His 咄咄逼人 tone made me cry :X

The most ridiculous remark that he had is that

HE DONT WANT A SMALL MATTER TO RUIN HIM.

So all you want is the commission right without caring about your principal's stand.

YOU ARE JUST AN AGENT.

I seriously agree that Recruit Express had the best LOUSY service. Not only i think so, look at hoe many "good" reviews that had.

http://forums.keeptouch.net/archive/index.php/t-82497.html

http://www.complaintsboard.com/complaints/singapore-recruit-express-c588714.html

http://forums.cozycot.com/career/9510-bad-job-agencies-53.html

*Read the last post.*

For those who want the agent's number, please sms me. I am glad to provide this number to you.

Now, i had to go and work tmr.I shall have discussion with the company without the agents, hoping they could do some amendments. I really like the company but the agent really turned me off.

I realized there are actually 2 agents who are absorbing part of the pay. I wonder how much did the company actually offered. :(

I don't want the agents to earn the commission!

WHAT CAN I DO. They dont deserve this!

Job and work. RANTS

I am actually quite angry with my agent . Made me quite pissed off for my work on monday.
For these few months, i had to wake up at 5.55. Chase that freaking chartered van for work and reach there around 7.30am.
My colleague said since we reach early for work, we should end early too. She told me to pack my stuffs at 4.50pm so that we can leave for home at 5pm. Hahaha!

I hope the colleagues there can be very nice to me!

Ok, besides this irritating job i had, i earned 40bucks just by queuing for ipad. Easy money! I LIKE. And i have enjoyed myself chatting with Jiaqi, Jennifer and Vivian too! YAY. How i wish the ipads i bought is mine.

I just dont understand why people take their lives off so easily? Someone committed suicide around my estate yesterday and i heard that it really 分身碎骨 because it landed on the flowerpot rather than the ground.

Why is it like that? My aunt wants to live but she cant. You can live yet you chose to end your life.

WHY LIKE THAT?

Its all about the money

I am going to take a good break right now. Resting and resting. When Mid April starts, i am going to work and work. Hahaha. I am not a workaholic but i need the money to spend.

i want to learn Dance again.

i want to buy new clothes

i want to buy new shoes

i want to save up for some other things important in the future.

If only i had the money.

This song reminds me of my classmate. He was singing this song before the start of MA.

"Just write "its all about the money money ~" when you don't know how to do!"

I totally laughed out loud when i heard him saying it. :p

Had this blogging urge while reading Xiaxue's blog.

I seriously suspects i have Exfoliative Keratolysis illness. Don't freak out, this is not mental illness but is a term used for hands that peeled periodically. I suspects it is generic but not infectious.

Since young or schooling period which i dont remember, during a certain period of the year, the skin of my hands and legs will peel. It will start from the fingertips till the whole palm, this happens for my legs too.

By right, i should moisturize it. By left, i didnt. Usually i should moisturize it before i sleep but.. when I would just sleep after lying on bed, skipping through the process of putting mask or moisturizer blah blah.. So this situation actually got serious, and now, my palms and the leg palm skin are peeling.

:( Going to put on mositurizer tonight. Hopefully it would improve before I head for my vacation because i guess, if i get over there, this situation would probably worsen.

After 4 days of watching drama, I am feeling so empty now.

Sometimes, we can learn some experience from the actors or idols while we are spending our time on them. Such as 王宥勝.

He is a vegetarian now, not because of religion or other factors but it was because he wants to save animals. Save and conserve. But.. look at his body. (Y)

I knew this fact on the day i went for Korean BBQ with Jennifer and MingZhen. Felt guilty because we had indirectly killed few chickens and cows. :x But... I need meat. LOL.

Recently, lazy to doll up. :(